His First Kiss!

Rahul finished his 12th and joined engineering . He was most girls favourite, but never got a chance to fall in love as he was always into studies to get seat in good college for Bachelor’s. Finally he joined engineering and got his own set of friends who were quite decent and more studious type (not first benchers though). As the days passed by , Rahul happen to meet a girl by name Ria through common friends . She was pretty enough and both exchanged their number and started phone dating for quite sometime . After 2-3 months they got more close and started meeting often and got attracted to each other more day by day . Please note , Ria was just 16 and Rahul was about 18years old.

Hi One evening as usual Rahul and Ria met and it so happened that she suddenly kissed him. It was first kiss for Rahul and a big surprise. However Ria had a boyfriend in the past and had broken up. Am not very sure if it was first for her. He was all thrilled and excited. After this kissing and hugging became a common thing between them. Now the actual problem started . As Ria was in her teens , she was more spirited and eager to try new things everyday in the relationship and Rahul was a little controlled as he was concerned about their age and wanted to take things slow like some good boys on earth.

Days were passing by and one day , Ria calls Rahul and tell him they should get more physical. Rahul was stunned and smiled at her because he knew he should give everything sometime and not to rush things. She went on pushing things and he did not want to indulge in the act considering both of their age and he also felt study is more important than this diversion for both of them. However he tried explaining to her , but she was not in the mindset to listen . More he tried to explain her things , more she felt, he doesn’t love her and feel her as his own. This created a gap between them and she started hanging out with her other friends more and less meetings with Rahul. Generally , Rahul is not someone who controls anybody and he gave her freedom to be the way she wants. After all this Rahul started experiencing negative vibes with Ria’s behaviour and her friends circle. She became more outgoing and drinking more often with wrong set of friends and always wanted to party with boys and stay over at their place. One fine day Ria calls Rahul to say , things aren’t working as great as she thought it would be and also she would want to end things with him as she is getting spark with someone else and she is more comfortable with the new boy she met a while ago. Obviously Rahul was shattered that everything ended so quickly as everything looked like a dream. Because it was his first Love with a first kiss experience. Post that for few months he was sad and sulked and then, it was time to move on. As he was in engineering every year he had juniors coming in. He found a next girl who was prettier than the first one. Haha! The story ends here.

He loved me the way I wanted!

She always wanted someone to madly love her .She misses being in Love. She is cherishing all the old memories while she was in love. Here are some of them she would want to share. She had a huge crush on this guy and he also had a huge crush on her.He was 2 years younger than her and was an amazing person. During college days through a mutual friend they both got connected, started chatting day and night and met over coffee and few lunch dates. Both had crush on each other and the guy liked her more and more. He gave her so much of Love, happiness which obviously she liked! He used to touch her hair with her permission, kissed on the foreheads, wiped her tears and hugged her tight when she was going through tough times. He sang her so many songs. One of his most dedicated song to her was “Maula mere,Maula mere from Anwar movie”. The song link is this (https://youtu.be/mRqB4ryQ6QA).He just Loved her the way she wanted.

Days and months passed by. All this while they were more than friends. One fine day both thought they cannot live without each other and thought of getting committed. Here comes the problem. Whatever was looking colourful earlier now started becoming suffocated. Both started to have difference and fights started between them. One day she was upset and started crying over the fights they had and she was abnormal. She had a strict family. At her home parents got to know. They called this guy and bet him up and snatched his phone and his SIM card with a warning that he should never contact her . They scared the shit out of him. Ever since they both never contacted each other. May be if family had not interfered , they would have broken up themselves and moved on in life in a more dignified manner. But family made it so big, that both him and her can never forget what happened. It’s been more than a decade. She still misses him. Is this infatuation? Don’t really know! According to her it’s his love exactly the way she wanted.

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Forever Fantasy!

She met him on a social platform. They started talking casually. She was always stressed, lonely and so quite as a saint that she never realised how fast the days were going . The moment she spoke to him , he made her so comfortable and made sure she was high with his talks. He always makes her hormones dance. How much ever she tries not to get addicted to him, he make sure that she will be in his hangover after each conversation. She hates addictions . But he doesn’t give her any option but to get addicted.

She calls him a therapist. His words are so magical. Now she wants his touch. His therapeutic touch. She wants to be healed completely. They don’t chase each other yet they have a beautiful connection. They haven’t met ! Yet, she sees him in her everything. She is literally in a dreamland. She sometimes wonder if he really exist. Will she heal from inside completely?? Is this obsession?? Is he real?? I don’t know! The world he has created for her is so surreal that she cannot express in words. She wants him to be her Forever Fantasy!!

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When I thought it was Cancer!

Few days back while having shower I noticed a big red spot on my leg and ignored thinking something has either bit or it may be a small hurt. Again after 2-3 days I noticed the same red spot which had not reduced even a bit which made me worry because it was not at all paining but also it was not reducing. The immediate thing I did was to click picture and sent to 2 of my doctor friends. Both did not answer me at that point of time..

The obvious next thing I did was to google for more information about the sudden appearance of big red spot on the body, which gave me various results like , it may be a harmless spot due to stress or an allergy or could be an Insect Bite or it’s a serious condition like Leukaemia. Soon I saw this , all my mind could think of Leukaemia which is blood cancer. I started worrying and I repeatedly called both these doctors. Out of which, one was my cousin(radiologist) who once said I would get CSD(Cat Scratch Disease) because a cat scratched my finger and made me cry atleast for few minutes. He love to make me cry. I still took a chance and spoke to him saying what happened also told him to check the picture I sent. Also I told him about my research in google and mentioned about Leukaemia with a low voice. He heard my low voice and said “Hey, it could be blood cancer” , which burst me into tears. He did not stop there, he also said I will live maximum for 2 months and he would visit home and get me my favourite fruits with a smile and cut the call saying he is busy at hospital. My eyes started flowing nonstop.

Now immediately another doctor friend(gynaecologist) of mine also called saying he was busy and couldn’t attend my call. Then I was crying and explained what exactly happened. He couldn’t stop laughing, which made me think because he is a doctor , he has no feelings about what has happened to me. But this is not the reason he was laughing for. He said no matter what we have , google always throws cancer. Try once if you want. As he was not a skin specialist, he still said it’s mostly an allergy or insect bite which I don’t have to worry by suggesting an ointment. He also mentioned, Leukaemia or blood cancer will only come if someone have a family history which relieved me even more as there is no such family history.

Obviously I did not stop here. Because I was still not convinced with these 2 doctors and took an immediate appointment with the skin specialist . I explained him what happened and he also could not stop laughing non stop. Finally he told me it’s called Purpura, which is a skin condition where people get these red spots due to areas and it will go on its own within 8-10 days. It’s totally harmless and one should avoid stress and also avoid research in google about health conditions. Has this ever happened to you? Have you ever got a cancer while googling? If not , try next time !! Ha ha ha!

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Will Chocolate meet Cheesecake ? Part – 1

Well, this is in continuation with my earlier blog “She found a delicious cheesecake”. May be I want to tell you how they finally decided to meet or what happened when they met and so on. Here it goes! And Chocolate is the metaphor am gonna address her as.

Well, as days and months passed by, Chocolate and Cheesecake are still having a lot of fun and deciding if they could meet or not. Cheesecake is so good with his yummy talks that he make sure Chocolate melts and will be eager to meet soon. Both of them are so busy but when they talk they make sure there is a spark and it is remembered. Chocolate stays a little away from Cheesecake (in terms of distance I mean).

One fine rainy Sunday morning , she remembers him and texts him “Hey.. it’s been sometime since we spoke and just thought of saying Hi”. He replies funnily that he is still in bed and says she could have visited his place to say “Hi”. She replies back to him saying how the king of his place is not offering palace to stay when she comes over and she laughs! He immediately say how he would offer a place next to him right then. She smiles and replies, “Ah, I felt the cuddle”. Cheesecake is so dedicated when it comes to make Chocolate opening up with her talks. His every talk makes her smile and laugh with some butterflies in her tummy.

Suddenly she had to visit the place where he stays on some work but she could not inform him and while leaving the place she remembers him then decides to check her luck and calls him once. He would not answer her call and she return back home thinking he may be busy as it’s a Sunday. Later she texts him that she had visited his place to give him a hug and say “Hi” as he mentioned earlier. He replied her, he was so busy that somehow he missed the call. He also says if she had informed him before, surely he would have met her to say “Hi with a hug” (He chuckles).And she thinks about her luck and laughed! Will they really meet?? Can you expect a Chocolaty Cheesecake? Let’s wait for the right time!

To know about what happened before this story, please refer https://therealexperienceoflife.wordpress.com/2020/07/21/she-found-a-delicious-cheesecake/

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Am I Judgemental?

Just today I read somewhere that not judging people is a sign of maturity. Over the years I have changed a lot about judging people. Earlier I was thinking much about what others are doing or where they are going and so on. With time I have changed my thoughts and decided not to judge others because judging someone defines who I am. I realised that I find more peace when I don’t think of others. Also after I started writing, I analyse things more than usual. If someone wants to complain about others, I start listening and try to understand both side of the stories and sometimes I feel either both parties are wrong or right in their own ways. In such cases it is better to be neutral than supporting any one party. That’s when I decided unless knowing what exactly each person is going through, one should not judge. When I cannot control what a person is going through, I have no rights to judge him/her. You never know what one is battling in life.

I must say, writing is making me a better person. The thought process has gotten wider and totally changed for the better. Here is an example of a girl and a boy. Let’s assume both are going through a relationship breakdown. A boy can have multiple relationships even after breakdown but a girl cannot have. Inspite of both going through the same issue. Men won’t be judged but women are getting judged. Why is that? I am not here weighing a man and woman or their deeds. But if someone has opted for the life they want, let them live it. Who am I to judge anyone! I’m glad that I realised how not judging is so important in life.

A person may be posting happy pictures on their social media account but he/she may be sad deep inside. Many a times people post happy things only because they are afraid to get judged badly if they post negative or sad things. People, it’s common. It’s ok to be sad or heart broken or hurt. It’s alright to show these emotions. I can’t change the world but at least am happy that I have decided not to be judgemental about anybody out there. Also, I speak when my opinion matters (I learnt this from a wise man).

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Let’s live life happily all over again.

The problems are never ending and so is the suffering. Life is never a cakewalk . Sometimes you wouldn’t even get over one problem, the next problem will be in line to enter your life. It’s too tiring and how I wish it’s the end. But no, there is life which needs to move on.

There are instances where people have no money and are still very happy in life. Also there are extremely rich people who have no peace of mind. What an irony! There are some people who think money can buy u everything. May be true but it can’t buy you health. Still money can buy you good treatment and postpone the death date. Otherwise yes! Money is the major factor for one’s happiness. Besides the fact that not everyone with more money are very happy. Everyone have their own set of issues and problems.

So the moral is, no matter rich or poor, problems are common. How about looking at the solution instead of suffering? If there is no solution, there is nothing much you can do.. So relax! Let’s accept the fact and try to live life happily all over again.

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Abraham’s Story

My First Love

Somewhere in the mid 90’s, between the transition from primary to high school, I fell in love with this girl. Love or what was it, a crush maybe? She was beautiful, well mannered, loving and caring. Of my vivid recollections of her, she would come in a big caramel colored car with her dad. Her parents were our family friends as well, they were special to us. We would hang out often doing this and that. She was the love of my life, I was a shy guy and had no courage to speak to her openly, I had a crush over her. Slowly things changed, her father passed on, we continued to remain friends. We would visit each other’s homes after Sunday Mass.

Somehow although shy, I made up my mind and confessed my love to her. It was a smooth start, suddenly it was like the stars aligned in my favor, like she knew it was bound to happen, we knew we were in love and I filled that empty space with those three magical words, with that we were officially a couple, alright, a mini couple if there is something like that. We were lovers for the very first time in our lives. That bliss!

I vividly remember that moment, a very cold December evening, about 8 maybe.. clear skies with plenty of stars, walking towards her farm gates, our parents ahead of us unaware of what was happening. I told her that I was madly in love with her and that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, it was a mutual feeling. That long walk and each moment spent was unforgettable. There are no words to describe how I felt at that moment. Ecstatic. I was excited to meet her the next day but the winter holidays had just begun, no school, I had to wait till Sunday, after mass. The very thought of it was frustrating. I tried all kinds of things to get a glimpse, to meet but nothing seemed to work. I was angry and sad at the same time. Teenage pangs! To my utter delight, she happened to come home that evening. My joy knew no bounds. I was so in love that I really didn’t know what was happening with me, I became more aware of my surroundings, the people around me, everyday was like a new day. I appreciated my family, my friends and loved them all the more. Her and me being in the same school, my school days were all the more memorable and I’ll cherish them for ever. Everything with that lovely curly haired girl was beautiful, the innocence of that love. There was nothing more I ever wanted.

Being in love for the first time or rather my first love taught me a lot many things along the way. First and foremost to be patient and to slow down, everything comes to you. As I said life seemed perfect, no hurdles. I was madly in love with her. Over time, life has its own twists and turns which many might not understand. Nothing is perfect, nothing in life is permanent. I had the pleasure of being in love, the most beautiful experience, something i would treasure all my life. A love that i would never forget. Love is beautiful indeed! ❤️

Closure!

When you want to do something there should not be any obstacles personally or professionally. The moment you feel there is an issue, it is very important to act on it and find a solution. In this blog I am referring to a relationship.

She is Q and he is X. Both of them are working in the same office. As both of them are working together, they have a good bonding and are attracted to each other. He is funny and she falls for his jokes. Laughter is the reason for their connection. Days and months pass by and suddenly she develops more interest in him. Meanwhile they spend more time together at work and also outside work including the weekends.

While off shore travel on work , both get more attracted and he approaches her to get into physical relation with him. She did not deny as he always gives her good vibes and never starts his day without calling her and texting her. She thought he may be in love with her . She is pretty and he is handsome. So there is a natural attraction. She wouldn’t mind getting into physical relationship with him as they are quite comfortable with each other.

And now she gets intimidated by him and they move little further in that moment. They enjoyed each other’s company so much that it cannot be described. Both of them want each other more and more. After some point she would get too scared of getting attached to him. One fine day, she asks him if he can marry her. He laughs and continue to be as usual with her. She scratches her head that what exactly the definition of the relationship they share. Somewhere he gets a hint that she is trying to give their relationship a name but he thinks they are just friends with benefits and he tries to explain to her. As her imagination was totally different she couldn’t not accept what he said. She is so attached to him now that she cannot come out of these things easily. A closure makes it easier to accept the fact and move on in life instead or dwelling in the same relationship which has no name.

In any relationship or marriage, it is very important to have a clarity. If one think there is no future for the relationship, it’s better to have a closure and move on and make life beautiful. Sometimes it is better to communicate what exactly one is looking for in the relationship, makes it better than assuming things and getting hurt later. Isn’t it?

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